no regrets!

blogging at this timing wasn't my forte at all. cos i am going flat. my blurry n swollen eyes.

went for choir prac today after i end work at 6 pm..
745-10pm.

wanna pen this amazing experience down.

during choir prac, did not even learn any songs but instead was ministered.
One of the testimonies was shared by this poly guy.. he wanted to blog something like GOd where are u? but before he can press submit button the com crashed. so funny. but it happens n truely do.. this testimony reminded me of how many times iwanted to blog something emo. or something not very nice... but always somehow cannot get through.. is amazing how GOD works n want each of His individual sons n daugthers to know that He is always there.

the moral of the story: dun blog about it but tell Him about it.

Indeed felt very discouraged for the past few months esp after i started the class nail class.
affecting me emotionally.

SElf doubts have been plunging into my mind n soul for so long,, whether am i good enough??
where are all my confidence??? :(

was ministered as Bel asked for pple to respond.something within me responded n i began my walk forward. i just let go n really every part of me wanting to experience the touch of GOd all over again. in the midst of ppl worshippin, i am screaming to my Heavenly Father, hoping that no one would hear...well accept GOd. in all the desire the urge to know him, i suddenly remembered the story in the bible where this women with the issue of blood has such faith that she believed by touching the garments of GOd, she will be healed. N YEs i was feeling that way..

no longer really bothered by the pple around me.. the position tha i'm in. how weird i look.. all these suddenly to me are not important anymore cos all i want is GOD.it really caused to reach out to GOd w every ounce of energy i have just to experience His touch again.

was touched! truely experience HIs love! Cried buckets..
i cry not because i am ppouring out my emotional feelings to GOd but just purely because i LOve Him.


was a powerful encounter with GOD :)

tuely self doubt is the weakest link..
Anointing comes when we overcome something..
\When the pressure get stronger, all the more we must fight.. cos this is usually the time where it will determine whether we are going to crossover a not. :)

TO all includes me: Breakthrough is on the way.

P.S: to all my budds in NS esp Ben, Jiayou n dun give up okie! might be tough but i believe u can do it! :)