i am feeling so crushed~!!!i must stop dwelling in it!

i am feeling so disappointed with myself. went for make up practical lesson today. got one of those difficult models cos she got those really ASIan eyes!no double eyelid,droopy eyes n no socket line.gosh!
did something wrong..i din analyse her eyes before applying.. i iust use what i learn in theory on her..obviously was quite a disaster..many corrections though.. immediately,i broke down n cried when i'm out of the school..on my way to the busstop..felt so crushed.. really... not been practising make-up for like 1 yr plus..need to buck up!

GOd, i pray that it will be good the next time around n will be so perfect okie!i need ur guidance. this fri i will be practising again after my theory exams. is has been difficult studying like here.. i need ur strength to be upon me n favor from men too.most importantly.thank you GOd for teaching me how to improve.i pray that i will do a good job.AMen!

DO keep me in prayers! thanks!
let's talk about happy things..
this bear is cute right??i seriously love it!i love green!heheheh.. is a limited edition bear from make a bear workshop at SUntec!

NExt is my full make up photos.MAke up artist-by beauty consultant of SHu uemera!(i think thts how u spelled it)i think she has done a super good job! pls in reality i dun have time for that..i think the next time i will do something like that is gotta be some wedding day or some dinner..hahah!hmm i din do anything to my hair was trying to get all my hair back cos need to get it off my face n it turns out.. well.. blended in quite nicely with my make-up..

ERmm ..is my real lashes okie!haha :)
to add on.. this FRIday i'm going to get back my results will be out at 230pm. anxiety attack..

ADe came back from her overseas trip!whooz many new stocks!lotsa stuffs to upload!! wha.. i nearly fainted!!!helped her till 630pm.i skiped my lunch n dinner..till 11pm then have my meal.. hmm this is bad..

update soon! :0)