have many things to write man..
has been busy with work.
let's start.
have my mock exams for nails, we gotta do acrylic french. yupp was really challenging at first.. but i realised i did it quite well.well/ is only my second attempt.
went to work n got myself a top + a 3/4 pants.. HAHA is from GREen petals of course! super slimmy cut.. if i can remember i think i get it on tues..
thurs night: went with wenya to meet this online gal that sell clothes. THanks to her BF..cos he drove us there i got 3 tops. if u r interested u can view her suffs at
Http:// dainty damsels.blogspot.com
went market w mama in e morning for breakfast.. then i got my self a pair of pumps + skinny jeans + a short! loveIT! evening went for class. learn about massage in class!!
o0 okok all these are done in a few days okie hahaha!!! :)i'm not super women. was thinking of saving some clothes for CNY.seee first.. went to sch to grab my $2oo though.. is totally not enough. so many things to pay. i still gonna frk out at the end of everything.SAD.
can't wait for my pay n everything.. gosh lohh k pledge! i wanna faint already..but i believe i can do it! am strong!!!Jiayou.really not easy coping with two course n work at the same time.. tru
ely am not slacking at all but rather working doubly hard.i seriously feel like giving up at times.extreme .. but i guess GOd thinks am stronger then i think i am.. TIREd.
u know e way fron 184 bukit timah Rd to 54 bus stop is super far n u can imagine i carrying all the texetbook n stuffs.. sometimes i really wish some one will be there to carry for me. HS i know u are there..thanks.My brother is really extreme too. he dun wan to drive me there even though is pouring. serious.. look i told u about the dstance yeah. DIsaPpointEd.
ANd many times i reached home my parents are asleep wanna tell them about my stuffs.. well they r already sleeping. is really stuff into e bottle within my heart.when i expect them to ask me about my days.. they jus go totally e opposite. say things that they do not know that is hurting me. serious. Feel like crying sometimes esp when i am walking to take e bus 54 back. i wonder whether they kknow i veru xin ku.. really.LOOK .. I am doing my very BEST.. actually i got many things to say.. i am jusn pouring it out B4 it explodes.
B'cos of the no bond attached scholarship.. i have to prove myself stronger then others. u get it???
but circumstances are not on my favour. n i can seriously tell u i am working hardee to be better. sad to say.. this is society. pple really do LOOK at you.. which i seriously hate it!
i have my fair shares of worries despite ON the surface i am having good circumstances..NO i am learning many lessons here.
ENOugh!is killing me!
TOday: went for CG then work. today working was fun though... :) really many many many pple in town!!! so u can imagine our sales yeah... :) PLs i need TIME. PLEAse................
will update soon. Pls pray for me if u are reading this.. thanks.
1 comment:
Hello hello my dear joy, JIAYOU ok! u can do it. im working rite now and i can already feel a little stress. so wads more for u rite. But,i tink while it's hard for u rite now(not to mention sacrificing some TV tym ah,haha), it's a gd chance to 'master' ur perservance and endurance level.just think of the good/adv in wad u do and not the bad/disadv..when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. love ya oh!
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