loOst iN SpaCe

The feelings: heavy-hearted(i wonder what is called)



THe thoughts: wonder what i'm thinking



The actions: half-hearted



THe mind: floating



actually i seriously do not noe how to start blogging.. it was different when i came home.

My Mum lost her smiles.laughter. it was tense i could feel.

i asked what happened?(went to visit my grandmother today)



She said that the experienced doctor is suspecting of an illness.



My heart sank..



i asked when it will be confirm.. they said tomorrow 4pm.



ok i replied.(i do not know wat else to say)



but i have plans.Tmr i'm going down after carolling to visit grandmother to acc her until i go for my appointment(stiches) at 530pm.



i know my Mum.i wonder is she able to sleep tonight..i do pray so.cuz every single day,she gotta wake up early to go to work. And my mum is working in the same hospital(aleX).



and My mum will go much earlier to visit her to ensure that she sleep well n she wana prepare breakfast for her.(Mum working in the pastry dep..able to customise the dish FOr grandmother!)



I really pray that e dishes will captivate her appetite.



Wat can i get for her tomorrow?



Thank GOd that i do not have class these few days.. so that i can spend time helping to take turns to look after her.