EnChaNteD!

today is the second service..

still Magnificant!

today was different, cos i have a fren who joined me.. his name is ROnnie. i know him in MI..my schoolmate..
THe candlelit is still the BEST!!!


Belinda n me..
wondering who is she??she is my primary sch fren..she is e one who brought a miracle into my life..which is coming to know Jesus..Thank you!
Heyss thats my fren ROnnie...
LOve It!
Heys.. look at tat.. love my hair colours haha!!

Today.. Pastor said something that capture my attention..
like people would only say Switch on the lights..
ANd Never: Switch on the DARKness..(how weird is that??) not possible rite??

yes.. GOd first instruction in Genesis was Let there be light..and there was light.
SO u noe Light is an important part of our life..(imagine without it??)

But most importantly.. this light brought me out of darkness when i was looking for things to satisfy myself thinking that it might fuifill the emptiness in my soul..but many times worldly things failed me.. i was lost with many family problems..relationships,friendships..self esteem..my self identity..my appearance.bad tempered..avverything that u can name in a sec2 gal's head.\

Often..i lost my wayy.i was involved in gang fightss.. disciplinary cases...etc..wrong group of people..grades cannot make it..although in express stream am the last i think in the cohort..(now u can imagine how i must be feeling at that time??) where the world u are living in is crashing right on you..

i took on a different JOycelyn.. carrying a mask every single day of my life. the once used to be kind hearted me changed.i dun recognised people who are nice to me.. am blinded to see the things that are good for myself..Decided to choose a totally different me..HEARTLESS!!

It was this light that give me the strength and courage for me to carry on.Open my eyes to see things differently.N i can tell u till now.. it was the worst part of my life..when i was at my lowest in Sec 1-sec2..make me swallow my pride(learn it in a hard way)

Jesus challenged me to changed for HIm.. i was afraid.. how about my "bad" friends n stuffs but most importantly i dunno how will i changed to??WHo am i gonna be?? whos gonna be my role model??Hovewer, at that moment i'm determined to change my lifestyle. Of course, it took me a lot of time to be what i am now..It has been 5 yrs. 2008 will be 6th yr a CHriSTIAN!

GOd.Thank you For giving me a chance to be who i am now.(although nothing great..but i feel that it is something that i have achieved to change myself using pure determination.)THank you for opening up my eyes. to read people's mind to understand n relate to people..

My parents who once objected me to go to church..After the few weeks of sneaking out to church. My life took a change for the better.. NOw. my mother is saved cos she see the tremendous power that work in my life that changed me a 180 degrees.

Many sec friends and teachers have testified of my change as a person an a whole..Its gonna be a year end soon.. am satisfy in some areas of my life but not all..
still trying to work on them..2008 is gonna be better!!

Today-Ronnie thanks for your company.. really very gentlemen. thats a compliment.visiting my grandmother and all.
-N391 thank for visiting my granny.. am touched by all ur concerns..keep on keeping her in prayers..